yes now is the pw critical time where everyone is working their butts off and trying to stay alive and keep the engines running. But my grp, they think this is all just a joke. I mean seriously, if you wanna get bad grades and all and eventually go to poly or never earn a place in university, go ahead but don’t drag others along with you. Don’t you think it’s abit selfish of you guys to only mind your own business and heck care how it might affect you group members, especiall me? I know I’m not that hardworking, but I’m really trying okay. But no matter how hard I try, you just seem to completely ruin it. FUCKING HELL. you know it’s not in my nture to use profanities. The fact that I’m using it actually proves how angry and frustrated I am. Just like yesterday, I gave all ourselves a chance. I keep holding on to the hope that our group can still succeed, we can still make it and get an ‘A’ if we change our attitude and work together. But FUCKING HELL NO. I mean yes I’m disappointed in myself and admit that though i had this gut feeling (probably my conscience was warning me yet I chose to not listen to it) that we’ll probably end up slacking around in Justin’s house again, I chose to give it a chance and believe that maybe, just maybe, we’ll get the work done. but FUCKING HELL NO. okay actually yesterday we were more effective than the previous time when me and hyda went to Justin’s house. but this time, i bet with my life we would’ve gotten more work done if the FUCKING CLAIRE LAU HENG SIEW did not TAG ALONG. MAY I EMPHASISE TAG ALONG!! I mean, she seriously did self-invite herself. Cus when me hyda and Justin were discussing about gg to do pw, then when we were like “okay Justin at your house uh”, then that FUCKING LAU HENG SIEW was like “omg y’all gonna have a sleepover’ so fun.. yeah we should totally sleepover” I mean FUCKING HELL we’re gonna do PW and you’re not in our PW grp WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU COMING FOR!? plus, for example if we really did play and have fun during this sleepover then i guess well there’s a reason why she came – to have fun. But the BIG FUCKING PROBLEM is, we didnt even do anything other than talk laugh and pw. Well, we only did like half hour of pw and i probably would have felt this wasn’t so much of a mistake if we watched movies and shit. but then again, we were planning to watch horror movies and then that FUCKING LAU HENG SIEW was like “omg no… it’s gonna be so scary.. let’s watch ‘The Little Mermaid'” I mean FUCK OFF. first this isnt your house and you actually have no rights to say anything cus we are supposed to be doing pw and you’re influencing us to not, then you also wanna, no more like you demand which movie to watch. But then again, i also have no rights. For all I know, Justin may be liking Claire and thinking like “Ew why does that ugly Angelina wanna watch horror movies” . then worst part of all is, first Justin went to sit with Claire at her sofa and then lie his head on her. That made my heart really painful. Even thinking about it now can already make me cry. Then, they went to sleep together on the bed unti 1plus today.
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